Oddly, the history and reasoning behind the production of this open letter is instigated by a need that I have.

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That need is that I do not like dealing with others on a one-on-one basis. I used to be an experimental and investigative behavioral philosopher of a non-academic sort. Like I said, I have not attended elementary, middle, high, or collegiate schools. I am uneducated, and only through my own merits have I engaged this world; not through their “certifications” and their “approval”.

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However, I was born with an odd set of proclivities. I was born prodigious, with a highly “Ratiocinative”, or that is Rational mind, and with a low degree of sensitivity to the chemicals at the base of negative emotions. I was born confident and joyous, and because of this, I can not be shaken from my own direction, and taken off course. But I was born with equanimity, never having to struggle to maintain it. Because of this, I am by NATURE an OUTSIDER to the human race, who is not born with a “drive” towards the affirmed emotions of enjoyment, joy, and pride, but instead, innately is born to fear and insecurity.

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As an outsider, NO ONE should listen to me, and believe me, in that of what I write or say. None of it is coming from an “exalted” place promoted. It is all coming from an individual whose nature has come to nature too differently than that of what is common and liken to the masses, the multitudes, the many.

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When others hear or see me affirming powerfully and in Command of my own nature, they become attracted to this... Because in ALL, what is universal is the desire for more Control. But not everyone is born with the same capacity and abilities to engage the Control mechanics naturally present, and/or conditionally present.

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Most mistake my Ways as “Ways” that could help them increase their CONTROL, as well as their ACCESS to others, and things. But it is rare that this actually comes to occur, and it is rare because most will not have the default and the innate dispositions that my work actually applies to.

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This has given me a history of having to manage and work with, in the past, a whole lot of folks who were attracted to this sense of “Control”, and seeking me out for it, but who were not themselves suited for what I am about. Though that brought me many “free subjects” to experiment with, and to learn from such experiments, it also cut into my time, my energy, and my ability to focus on that which was my own “Solo Game”.

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Because of the way I was born, I was born to be “affirmative”. Because hominids―which humans and my kind are of―are by nature hyper social, that affirmative nature of mine translates into being “preachy” and “compelled”, by joyous impulse, to bestow the Patterns I have identified. This is an impulse, a Duty, a dictated natural state that does not have any concern or care for the audience, or the one who triggers the preaching, the bestowing. But because of its intensity, combined with the human need for attention…

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Many will mistake my intense bestowing towards them as me giving them attention, and they will pursue further attention, and often play at social games necessary to maintain this kind of access to me.

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Let it be said here for the first time : that intense energy of bestowing that you would encounter in me in flesh has nothing to do with you, and it is not your “you” that is being given attention. You are just the trigger of that element I am dictated by in my nature. You are replaceable, and any and all can trigger that. You, because you are receiving this energy of transmitting and bestowing, are NOT special.

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The reader will observe, often, depending on how much of me they read, that I do not use the term human the same as most of you do. I am not grunting when I say my words. I am saying them with, more than not, an exact meaning. I will often define that meaning somewhere in the piece, and my editor, the Sauvageonne, will include a glossary and lexicon at the back of the book. Whatever you think I mean is not likely what I mean... And you the reader are to update to what the writer is defining as their meaning, and not take liberties to convert their works to your own wants, and wishes of reception. But... This is what humans do, when I interact with them. Human means “lowly”, of the “dirt”, of the “mud”, of the “Earth”, as opposed to the “Heavens” and among the “Gods”. It's not a physical being, like most of you grunt about, with this term. It is a mental state. It is a mental state that I was not born with. I was not born insecure and with fear, and because of this, the universal human need for attachment figures to make them feel safe and secure was not innate to my program. In the absence of this innate emotional need, one is not, and can not be a human. It is the primary defining factor of ALL HUMANS start in this life of theirs. As infants, it is the number one motivational and driving force, and in how most of you live, day-to-day, and the values you form, you have not shifted up and out of this, and into confidence. Instead, you still live insecure, in fear, and in pursuit of comforts and sureties of safety and security, and these are the base elements that define your emotionality.

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I was not born with this program. Call me a freak, call me a mutant, or anything an outsider could be called. But this needs to be made clear. When someone would target me for bonding, they would always come to find out, they should not have. I am not meant to be in bonds; I was born Free and to be Free, and at all cost.

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Because of this, for some, I then become an interesting target, in that I am a hard target to control, because I can not be controlled. And these ones, out of entertainment, will then try to seek to gain and/or maintain access to me. Whatever the reason humans try to get access to me, or keep it, it is often, almost always never about what I am about. It's about having me. Those days are numbered.

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With new associates having been acquired, I had come to find that I was becoming even more strict in who and how one could have access to me, but that it was so strict, that there was no way others could conceive of it and the why. So as I began to explain some of the things, I observed there was an interest in others to see if they could apply it. But one of the driving changes I have discovered in the last few years is that I CAN NOT BE A MOTIVATIONAL FORCE.

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Call this “Way One”, if you will.

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Before I will cover that, let me offer a simple code. If not human, then what?

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I will call humans, whom I define all over the place, a kind of cognitive species. So think of the way the mind and motives are designed, not the body, the carriage, the outward shell. In the past, I explained there were three cognitive species, based on quality of thought and character. Human, Man, and Sage. However, I refer to myself as a Ratient, because the Rational faculty is Divine to me, and I serve in its Ways; not the ways of some personality that is for social utility. Most of you, as human, are dictated by the “persons” you were given by the collective, and your day-to-day is about conforming to the standards of personification and familiarizing out of the need for security, safety, and stability. I obey REASONING, and do not be so fooled as to think you know what this means... You likely do not.

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It is a myth that human males reason more than females, and do not let emotions dictate their decision making. Human males who appear to reason often only do so in professions that require it; but in their personal lives, they still live as the infants in search of attachment figures to feel secure, safe, stable, and with a servile purpose. Professions that require reasoning only do so, so far as there is a utility; therefore, males, being servile and often utility based, will dominate these demanding realms, and then act as if it has a place in their social systems, where human females dominate, and set the tempo, thus succumbing to a condition that is far from reasoning, and subject to the whims of moods. Some males who are professionals engaged in systems may wish their social existence was as clear and well-defined, but rarely do they possess the Control and/or Command to make it so, and therefore, their social existence is under the control of little girls and boys who are called mommies, daddies, brothers and sisters―and in extension, mayors, governors, and presidents.

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In my eyes, or the mind's eye I possess, most, if not all of you, are chumps living a life of defeat, a vanquished existence. So then, when you meet me in person, it is foolish to think that I am trying to gain access to you, because you ask me something, and I begin to preach and bestow the Patterns triggered by the question. I do not want access to you, because you are just a collective replicant, that for the most part has nothing of value to offer me.

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But this “bestowing” is a Duty, and most if not all humans can not understand what a Duty is, or would be, because this requires a relationship to pride. And most humans can not feel pride, because they can not live a skilled and competent life, and that is a prerequisite to the emotional conclusion of pride.

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Many make the mistake in thinking I am without emotions. I am not. I am without the plague of the negative emotions. I have transmuted forms of emotions that I benefit from, and they begin with enjoyment, joy, and pride, and then the rest of them are in service of that state. Because of this, I come off energetically intense to the masses of timid whimpering little tits of cowardice, in which most are.

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The creation of books, and soon videos will be motivated by this need to PREVENT having to preach and bestow the Patterns of discovery in one-on-one settings, which in the past, were the only kinds that could be carried out.

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I am trying to cheat my innate and compelled Duty to represent and to illuminate these Patterns. Without products, such as videos and books, I am required to answer the questions and investigations of others. Most of you can not understand this. Rarely can you even think about your own life, let alone think about the mechanics of living, and how they could be controlled. So you can not have a sense of how, when you know these mechanics and make use of them to have an unusual level of Control and Command over conditions and self, you become required to bestow the sense of them.

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When you do not possess value, you can not conclude on an obligation to spread it. Fear and insecurity is at the foundation of why, for the most part, you do not have anything to offer others, but your sex or your servile efforts towards resources. Sex, comforting, putting others at ease, giving a sense of security, and providing resources are the only ways you humans can actually find value in each other, and because of this, who you find value in will not matter. You instead have roles, and you value the role, and who is the role is replaceable, and you will change them out by your whims. Humans can not see individuality. Humans, ALL HUMANS, are slavers, and they seek to enslave everyone to everyone, so that they can use each other for these roles they need, to comfort their insecurities and fears. I will never be in those roles again, for others. I am denying access. But in order to do this, I have to cheat my Duty. Because without this cheat, I would have no choice. When sought after for illumination of the Patterns of Virtue, I would have no choice but to bestow. This is the fight of whoever the ancestors were, who did whatever they did to make me be born this way. It has nothing to do with some choice I have in the here and now.

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Now, when others ask me questions, I can remain quiet, and give them a website. Here it is: voltential.me, and you can seek all this out for free.

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Here is what happens when you do this. You discover that if you are not there to hold their hand and motivate them, they will not seek to uncover the Patterns to make use of them. This proves that the Patterns are not what is attracting them. It proves that I was attracting them. They wanted access to me, and in absence of the attraction to Patterns, it means they could not be attracted to me as an individual, because I am those Patterns; but instead, they had a want, a desire, a role they needed me to fill, based on their own nonsense, and then pretending to be about the Patterns was how they would place me in this role. This then means they would make use of my light, my motivations, and my energy, and when you are a fool, you will think they are guided by energy of their own, and then they will receive greater praise than they deserve. For most, for ALL humans, this does not matter. Because ALL HUMANS are doing this. They are faking interest in things in order to get access to each other, to serve roles. That is why after time, the thing diminishes. The romantic myth of association falls, and what remains is base, and exposed as merely the same as everyone else : a life around safety, around security, around mediocre relationships, with eventually children and work being the obvious conclusion, making you, no matter what you think, a talker who never was really about anything.

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I learned the need, for me, for this first “Way”, that ALL would need to prove they have their own “light” and their own effort. I am way too good at influencing and motivating others. I was born good at that, and for humans, this would be a superpower to bend others to your wants and wishes, to get them to serve the roles you need, and so... There would be no checks and balance. For the Virtuous, this is not acceptable. It is not acceptable for me to motivate and be the source of what others are doing, only to see, when left to their own, they rest, they betray, they subvert, and they undermine “the thing”. I am about that “thing”, and that thing is Virtue, and unlike most, I am not giving this lip service, while at the same time living a life of fear and insecurity, making moves only about materialistic stability. What you do is the fact; not these mythological and romantic narratives one passes off as them.

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As I began to develop my own defenses, others began to take interest. They would ask me questions on these topics, and because I did not have products to cheat yet, I of course had to answer these questions. Because I had to answer these questions, I had to tap my savant mind with the questions myself, and let it give me the answers, because... They were not my questions, and therefore, I did not have the answers myself. But this is the talent I have, that so many have found value in. You can ask me a question that I never have asked, but because my mind has been exposed to so many things, and accounts for them with an automatic Reasoning system, it can be used like a machine by others, for their own interest. It's like saying, calculate this notion for me. I then say, send it. They send it, I receive it, and I yield to the nature of my mind, and it produces a correlation, a pattern, to expound on the inquiry. It's like a Chinese fortune telling machine, like Sum Dum Goy; only it's Sum Sage Goy. (That is a Last Dragon reference if you need the help.)

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This weird savant gift of mine has been my ticket for advancing in many fields that have had me rich in life often, but at the same time, more often than not, has me “walking away” from all that is found of value in humans. Yes, I can make it work for me to be profitable, but while it works for me to be profitable, it works, and in its working, it alters me drastically. I, that thing that can be called I, that others can interact with, am not the “thing” doing the “correlations”. This is its own machinery. And because of that, this machinery has been MY Master, my Guru, my Teacher, my Mentor, and yes... My “Father”, because a “Father” is one who bestows Wisdom, bestows Patterns, and this machinery internal to my mind is where I get these Patterns from, and I would not get these Patterns without others making requests, because I do not myself need them, to express my own nature in excellence.

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The Duty I had spoken of is not in fact me bestowing Patterns. I do not believe this is what I do. The Duty I have is to that of making that machinery accessible, like in that of being “open source”, and I am its gatekeeper, its guardian, and not the source itself. But because I am its guardian, I now need to shut down the the access that shamans and charlatans have been having by abusing this Duty of mine to grant access to this machinery, in order for it to resolve Patterns through automatic correlation, pattern recognition, and pattern production.

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Now, this will sound “supernatural”, but it is not. It's simply mechanics. I was born to a dark brown male, who was a Creole of color from New Orleans, and a pale skin female who was an Ashkenazim Belgian. Why does this matter? I was born with Eastern European Anatolian phenotypes, and I did not look like either one of them, nor their kin. This is called atavism. It means I am a throwback to a previous setting that was among a set of ancestors; not all ancestors. I am as if two ancestors of mine had a child; and therefore, would have been their child, not the child of my progenitors in the near sense.

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I am under the impression, and at this age of 42, and retired from life having no cares― so, easy to say― that my ancestors had to have been weird. And that they had to be a kind that was using this machinery and made it possible. The line these folk are in gives weight to this. My paternal line, though through a “black man”, is that of the E-V13 paternal line. About 8 generations back, they had a “white man” who was extraordinary in his living, that mixed in with the family that was black, and was responsible for the paternal line, but his offspring were legally black, so they would mix black with black, and that is why my “Da”, the male progenitor, was a black man, but in color coding stupidity of the mental midgets of today… I am called a white man.

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My male progenitor, the Da, was considered brilliant, but not like what I am. But his brother, my Patruus, was said to be like what I am, able to use this machinery, was a Fighter, a nomad, and HIS OWN MAN. He raised me from before walking to the age of 4, and then he left the country. My Patruus, therefore, was my kin, but the male and female progenitors were not. My kin is whatever this kind was, no matter how they looked, that had access to the machinery of Ratiocination, that then they obeyed, and in obedience, they Controlled and Commanded life, to live Virtuous.

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I mentioned that, at the age of 42, I am retired from “life”, and the better expression is “retired from this world”―in how the religious would say, “not of the world”, and this term “world” means collective, and is the social realm of humans, and not to be mistaken for the corporeal sense.

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I have nothing in me that drives me to find a place or a role in the society of the commons. I had the last common's experience I needed to complete my journey years ago. I had lived with wealth, in all the comforts, had the ultimate mate, who was beautiful, intelligent, and talented, access to anything that life could provide, and like the Siddhartha of mythology who would be called the Buddha, it had no hold on me, and I needed to move towards my nature, and not towards standing as one of the many. This is not to speak ill of what condition I was in. It was the best condition, the one most should pursue. But... It was not for my nature.

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Many who have met me would have concluded that I have a social need, because with their social need, they had to do what they could to get access and maintain access to me. So that they had access, they could only presume, I wanted the same in them. But those who then come to spend more time with me would come to see something different, that I am mission and objective orientated, and this could mean, being low in socializing with others, and hyper focused on the “thing” in which I am about. I am never and have never been about others, but others need others to be about them. This is the ways of the males and the females, and why most things are centered around relationships. Though from my kind, I see this as pathetic, humans should not. No one should be using my value system for measuring their own kind's ways. This is the error that many have, when they are attracted to me over that of attracted to access to patterns. They want to agree with me, and tell me they agree, because they know if they do not appear to, I will send them back to their ways, which are the human ways. This begets a great deal of deception on their part, and in this deception that they play out, their familiars, in their retarded mental midgetry, have the nerve to accuse me of being some deceptive force, when I am the most straightforward individual I myself have ever observed. I have never observed another who states their ways, and is only about their ways with no compromise as much as myself. Had I observed such an individual, I would be living and doing as they do, in order to push this “Way” further.

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Let it be all the evidence that is needed, that in this cheat of mine to produce products of the written and spoken nature, I am not concealing, nor can it be said that I am hiding my own intent and Ways. Here they are. Here is what I think about those I describe. It could be said, there is no going back after that. If I am to be thought of, ever, as a villain, it ought to be for the right reasons. And it is not the right reason to think me a villain, because one thinks deception is villainous. For then, it is a hypocritical and an inaccurate thought. It is not I who is deceiving; it would be my accusers and their kin who try to get access to me. You are all liars and deceivers, everyone of you, and I should know; I am an expert at deception detection, and I read nonverbal communications on a microexpression level, and have a great deal of professional experience in this realm. In fact, specializing in deception makes me choose to be free of it, and upfront and outright, because it is more advantageous for one's own mental health, and clarity. I am not honest because of collective judgement. I am honest because of the Control and Command I wield. If I have to lie to you, you are either an enemy, or someone who has control over my fate, and the truth would jeopardize my standing. I arrange my life where neither of these two could be true. I refuse to grant would-be enemies access to me, and I refuse to have access and status with those who could strip me of value. I choose and advance in self standing, and any who then has me as an enemy, or is dependent upon me, is a charlatan who has not come to live the way I am about, but is instead using me for whatever want and need they have.

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The problem is, because I have consulted others privately, no one outside of these associations knows what I am consulting in. So they have two options. They either just project their own vomit and inadequacies on me, and make me a villain based on typical villain characterization, or they listen to and interact with someone once counseled, and hear what they have to say, and/or think, and measure from there. But more often than not, that individual wanted access to me, not the Patterns, and therefore, their conclusion is exposed, when their talk is relational. That is about them, because I never sell myself, or market myself as about the relational, but all who come to be around me, hear from me, and see from me that I am “about it”. “About it” means that Virtue, in this sense... That fight. I am not about people.

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So if someone is talking to you, and you can understand what they are saying, and they have something to say about me... Guess what? That individual was a charlatan who lied to themselves and others, in order to gain and/or maintain access to myself, or another in this realm of consideration... Only to eventually come to be found out. Here is how they would have come to be found out.

It would have been when they were left alone to have to prove their own motivation. Instruction, guidance, and motivation would have been removed, and then they come to a standstill. They do not produce anything showing they are about the Patterns that I facilitate an association with. They then look to me, or another, and say… You have changed, or you are this and that. This is relational. Their lie is exposed. They were in it for a relationship, and this does not mean intimate relationship. This could be male to male friends, or female to male attention, or anything. It's all about access. Sex too is just about access. Access is all about Control, and Control, for humans, is all about feeling safe and secure, thus driven by fear and insecurities.

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If I am to be a villain, it will not be because of deception. It should be because I am telling you people what you really are, and exposing your lies to those attracted to that of patterns. Patterns make deception not suitable. And in these revelations of patterns, you, who call me a villain, begin to lose your Control over those attracted to patterns. The myth of your standing gets busted, and you become exposed, no matter what age you are, to be nothing more than an infant who is needy for access to others, so that you can feel secure, and safe― and who you have access to does not matter on the individual level. It is servitude you demand. You demand that others, and any will do, need to serve these roles you have around feeling comfortable, safe, secure, and with a purpose. I am to be the villain, because I am the one who instigates in others the revolutionary notion of standard of association, whereas you chumps have your con removed, when standards are present, and you fear you can not meet standards of any sort; therefore, you are anti standard and pro familiar.

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The jig is up.

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I am putting you humans on blast. So then, if not like this, and not human... What am I?

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To say Ratient would be to say nothing. You will not know what that could mean. Because of this, Access Denied will be in parts. It's a lot of words, especially for mental midgets to be comfortable with. Most will in no way be able to read these works. These works will not conform to the dribble of your kind called literature.

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The starting difference, here, is in the title that came after the essays. That of the “Vir”.

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Because of this, this preliminary chapter begins with some weight. None of this was thought about before or during the writing of Access Denied. It's all a work in progress, and therefore, always gets changed as more questions, more inquiries are about by others, and I have yet to produce something that allows me to cheat, or skirt my Duty. This book will save me a great deal of wasted energy. It will be fundamental for the Vir to be. If one does not use it to get there, then I am able to reject their questions, and deny them access to the mechanics of Ratiocination.

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But those who become proficient at the notions in this multipart piece will still be able to seek access to me, only so far as I have not been able to yet cheat the next stage. Because of this, I am motivated to work fast, to remove me as much as possible of being accessible. I do not want to socialize with most of you. You are mental midgets that are usually not value added. Selfishly, if these works can get one through their own self motivation to advance in Control and Command over their conditions and self, then when I am in association with them, they will be value added, and greater joy to be around.

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Frankly, one-on-one means I always need to start from scratch with an associate, and this stuff is elementary, to where I am aiming to be with others. So it's now time for others to handle this part themselves, and leave me be, till you are ready to stop being a collective dummy, just scripting the same tired crap from your Society Advanced by the Majority.

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“Oh, he thinks he is better than everyone else... How arrogant!” No, I do not think intellectually I am better than everyone else. I know that intellectually I am way beyond most of the Earth's population and even more so, ethically and morally, I am far more advanced than the bulk of youse who are mental midgets, and social plagues. I have a right to defend myself against the stupidity and the arrogance that are the masses. I am not the arrogant one. I put my mental and moral abilities on display with articulation, and not a single idea could be said is born out of an exaggeration of my ability to Reason well. My positions could show to any who Reason even halfway decent that I Reason in excellence, and therefore, am not in exaggeration. You, the fool who thinks me arrogant, would need to prove to yourself as well as others that you can measure Reasoning and living. When you are not good enough to do that, and you call me arrogant, it is you, the chump who is actually arrogant. You would be exaggerating your ability to judge on the subject matters that I affirm in. Arrogance would be me writing a mechanical manual about cars. I do not have the familiarity with cars to do this, so my affirmations would be exaggerated, and sense of role exaggerated, to deliver such. In what I do, I am the best at it. None can even come close. And what I do is about the sciences of Ratiocination applied to life, whereby one lives based on tactics and strategies born out of the nature of the Vir. No one has even attempted such a systemization, let alone then be suited to judge by what degree I have carried out this aim. Of course errors will be present. I am not walking a paved road here, that mental midgets only stick to. I am moving through the rough jungle of a new frontier, one that the rest could never even dare to find their way through.

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Dare I say to you, mental midgets, I am greater in thought and realization than any of your heroes of sacrifice of the past. I am greater than your Jesus. I am greater than your Muhammad. I am greater than your Buddha, your Zoroaster, your Ibrahim. I am not here to present my expoundings with humility, and subtlety. That would be your human value system, hence the shared root of the terms. What good would it be to teach others to be a master, like the original teacher, only to tell them they can never be this? If I have studied all of your valued ways, and know them well, and then lived experimenting with them, and mastering them, then why is it that I would be shamed for daring to say I am a master, and one who is awakened, and therefore too, I am Buddha (but none of these things in a supernatural sense).

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Everything said about these so-called heroes I have done, and done better. They are not foreign to me, and they have had less experience and development than I have. I am not with the actual belief I am these things, but if they are the standards of what these things are... Then I am these things and more. They are children, by comparison to what I grasp. And to say this before a bunch of mental midgets and vice ridden retards who exist as whimpering little tits is to incur their spite, and be labeled a villain, a narcissist, a con man. Well, bring it on. Because I find entertainment in putting others on blast. I am a destroyer of delusions, not a peacemaker and some pacifist chump. I am a Vir, and you have never met a Vir. You have met only academics and squirrelly girl boys who talk philosophy, and speculative thought.

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I will bring forth a system real quick to point out why I am a villain, and actually so to humans.